The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

‘Cause I’ll doze off safe and soundly
But I’ll miss your arms around me
I’d send a postcard to you, dear
‘Cause I wish you were here

I’ll watch the night turn light-blue
But it’s not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn’t so bad
‘Til I look at my hands and feel sad
‘Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I’ll find repose in new ways
Though I haven’t slept in two days
‘Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I’ll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don’t feel so alone

I don’t feel so alone, I don’t feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I’ll think of you tonight
I’ll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I’ll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I’ll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won’t forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I’d whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

I love this song.

xo

K

Rule #1. More cardio. Now that I am finished full time school, I am hoping to get in more work-out time.  2oo9 flew by fast, but at the same time, it was a long year for me.  I’ve come to realize that I need to focus more on myself than other people, and here is where I am going to start, with cardio.

Rule #2. Become a Scrooge. No, not a cheap-skate, but I want to focus more on my finances.  I hope to find a full-time job in the next little while, and it is now that time I need to start saving for my future.  Here’s to rule number 2, saving for my beautiful life to come.

Rule #3.  Ex-nay on the 5-bucks.  This one relates to number two.  My attempt will be not to shelf out money on expensive lattes everyday.  I think maybe once in a while as a treat.  But not everyday, religiously, like I had been doing in 2oo9.

Let’s leave it at three.  I think goals are far easier to reach when you make them reachable.  I also think that if you focus on just a few, your chances of success are higher as well.

Good luck and with love in 2o10!

xo

K

Oh, and you cannot forget all of my pals!  :D

Sweet dreams everyone.  ;)

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• Skin Care – Face
• Facial Exfoliator - Burt’s Bees Lemon Poppyseed*
• Facial Soap - Aveeno Moisturizing Bar*
• Facial Toner - Burt’s Bees Rosewater Toner*
• Lip Balm - Rosebud Salve in “original” and Bubble and Bee Lip Balm in “rootbeer”
• Moisturizer - Day (Olay Complete All Day Moisture, spf 15)  Night (Jason Natural 5,000 IU Vitamen E Beauty Oil*)
• Eye Makeup Remover - Desert Essence Jojoba Oil*
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• Skin Care – Body

• Body Wash – Bubble and Bee Shower Gel in “fresh orange”*
• Body Moisturizer – Desert Essence Jojoba Oil*
• Perfume - Coco Chanel
• Shaver/Hair Removal - Braun Epilator 3170
• Deodorant – Lemongrass and Rosemary Natural Deodorant*
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• Make-up
• Foundation - Everyday Minerals in “light/medium original glow”*
• Finishing Powder - Bare Escentuals Mineral Viel in “feather light”*
• Blush – Bare Escentuals in “hint”*

• Brows - Bare Escentuals Brow Powder in “dark blonde”* and Smashbox Brow Tech Wax
• Eye Primer - Bare Escentuals*
• Eyeliner - Gourmet Body Treats Liquid Eyeliner in “black”*
• Eyeshadow - Annabelle, M.A.C., Bare Escentuals*, and Everyday Minerals*
• Lipgloss - Clinque in “play-full plump”

• Lipstick - Rimmel in “airy fairy”
• Mascara - L’oreal Double Extend Waterproof Mascara in “black”

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• Make-up Brushes
• Foundation Brush - Everyday Minerals Flat Top Kabuki*
• Eyeshadow Brush - Ecotools Bamboo Eye Shading Brush*
• Blush Brush - Ecotools Bamboo Blush Brush*
• Brow Brush - Bare Escentuals Brow Brush
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• Hair Care
• Flat Iron - CHI – it’s pink!
• Heat Protectant – CHI Iron Guard
• Oil – Moroccan Oil
• Hair Spray – Aussie Opposites Attract non-aerosol
• Volumizer – BigSexyHair Blow Dry Volumizing Gel
• Shampoo - Jason Natural Sea Kelp*
• Conditioner – Jason NAtural Sea Kelp*
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• Nail Care
• Nail File – LA Cross Crystal Nail File
• Nail Polish – I rarely ever wear nail polish, when I do any polish in a nude colour
• Nail Strengthener – Sally Hansen Vitamen E Cuticle Oil, 4,000 IU
• * Denotes a natural product.

Anyways, this is just a little update.  I wanted to wish everyone a Happy Holiday Season and a great New Year!  Bring on 2010!

xo

But we have to get up, somehow.  To those of you who are hurting, things will be bright, eventually.  To those of you who have been hurt, let those other people know to keep fighting.

x

K

I wish I was rich, at least I’m not poor.

I wish I was more smart, at least I am not dumb.

I wish I was prettier, at least I am not ugly.

I wish I was thinner, at least I am not fatter.

I wish I could tell the future, at least I know my past.

This is my 10 cents.  Look at the glass half full.

Optimism is your friend.

Don’t live your life wishing you were something or someone else.

If you are truly happy with yourself, the rest is just, well, easy.

When you think that you have it bad, look around and see everyone else’s struggles.

I laugh out loud at this post. I can’t believe I am stressing over a botched pie… in less than a month I will be head over heals in accounting homework. I will be lucky to even find time to make a lemon meringue pie! I am so silly!

Have I mentioned I love lemon meringue pie! Probably my most favourite pie in the whole-wide-world. Well that and key-lime and coconut pie.

Since we are on the topic of food:

So Not Looking for a Protein Power Bar
While I was out grocery shopping today I picked up a new nutritional bar to try. Over the last few months (instead of snacking on junk food like chips and chocolate), I’ve been trying to eat nutritional bars. So far, I’ve tried the Cliff and Luna bar. And to be honest I liked the Luna bar better than the Cliff. I found the Cliff bar to be to “protein-ish”. Well you probably have tried a power bar before right? Well I really don’t find those yummy at all, so after purchasing and trying 3 kinds of the Cliff bar and finding that they taste close to a power bar, I turned to the Luna bar. Now this bar was better. It still tastes like a power bar, but surprisingly the brownie one actually tastes like a brownie! So far, my favourite of this bar is the brownie one. The nut and chocolate one isn’t bad either.

Ok so back to my original reason for the last paragraph. I picked up some Larabar’s today. I read the ingredients and this time the list was rather quite short. Like I’m talking 3 to 4 ingredients short. The other two bars I mentioned had a long paragraph of ingredients. The Larabar’s contain ingredients such as nuts, dates, and fruits. I read on a website last month that this bar got rated high as a good nutritional bar… as in, it tastes good. So I will do an update after I have tried a few.

Over the summer I decided to follow the CMA designation stream. It’s not all that different than the CGA one. The main difference is that I am able to take an accelerated program. This program will start for me in January, but in order to get into it I must complete Intro to Managerial. So now I am torn between whether or not to take Intermediate 1 and 2. Seeing as though the accelerated program will cover these classes I don’t know if I want to take these two. I suppose taking these would give me a thorough understanding of the topics, and in turn would help me in the Accelerated Program. Looks like I have some thinking to do.

Oh so lonely.